so my drug use has gone down a little
i slip up
whatever


my mom is being freakishly nice
i wonder if shes gunna try to kill me
:D

and.
your mother is a dirty whore

PARTY THIS WEEKEND.
ROBOGIRLS. HA
got high
high again
high again
ate food
high again

coooooool
someone should give me a dollar
:D

so i've been drinking a lot lately
its kind of fun
but i dont wanna turn into an alcoholic.
a lot of my friends are turning into those
and drug addicts

REMEMBER KIDS. IM NOT A DRUG ADDICT. IM A DRUG CHILD. [CHILD]
fuckers

anyway tomarrows a foam party
and it should be fun since im going
COMPLETELY FUCKING SHITFACED
tequillllaaaa
[ hopefully i wont make too big of an idiot of myself ]

so.
uhm
gayyyy

LIFE PLAN [by the princess]

im re-thinking my lifeplan
its a little fucked up right now
like..i have no plan
its just partypartyparty- sleep
wake up party again
srsly.
: ]]
duuude not that i dont like it
but fuck. i need to get my shit straight. and i will
once i figure out what that shit IS
being homeless is a bitch
cause i guess my parents are officially kicking me out
they want me to live by rules i cant live by
and i can take care of myself
but i need to be more carefull
or something bad could happen
i need to keep standing by my morals
and find more things that make me happy
or ill die

<333

Current Music: my profile song on myspace

lifes weird
im always fucked up
im confused as to what my purpose is
and im obsessed with...
ashdkjsad
idk

ahhh fuckers. me and flitter watched the entire 50 episodes of the first season of pokemon. in like 2 days. fuck, thats makes me seem really really really lame. but im NOT, why? POKEMON IS AWSOME.
i miss people. i miss going to seattle. but i cant go to the stage anymore. its gheyy.

OKAY HERES WHAT IM REALLY THINKING.
theres this thing that happened a few months ago between me and someone else and most of the older ravers know what im talking about and i cant seem to get over it i mean like i dont LIKE anyone iv given up on the person im talking about who hurt me but i cant seem to move the fuck ON you know...
: [[
a lot of guys like me i guess [cause they told me] but i dont liek any of them. i want a new guy to come into my life whos fucking better then that faggot and he can show me what real love is. 
but that guy is taking a really long time showing up and im just getting more and more hopeless. maybe i should just give up and go be a nun. a kandikid nun. or go out with someone i dont liek.
fuck. i cant do that. its not my nature. either of those things.
HELP?!??!

PLUR everyone


ahhh so im pretty much sitting at a computer like i have been doing for almost two weeks now. iv hardely gotten off my ass, and i know that sounds appealing to a lot of you guys, but im seriously going crazy. the only thing keeping me from flipping out from lack of social contact is myspace, and thats just sad.
buuuuuut i am looking farward to a trip me and my friends are taking this weekend. and how in a week ill have enough money to buy a pair of Tripp pants, which i really need cause if you've seen me lately, iv been alternating like 4 skirts, and its snowing now, so uhm...pants time?

i miss a lot of people, and soon ill be back in the seattle area to play with them all. which is nice.