kandiraverpeach

POOP CANDLES

2007-04-30T09:24:28Z

so my drug use has gone down a little
i slip up
whatever

my mom is being freakishly nice
i wonder if shes gunna try to kill me
:D

and.
your mother is a dirty whore

PARTY THIS WEEKEND.
ROBOGIRLS. HA
got high
high again
high again
ate food
high again

coooooool
someone should give me a dollar
:D

gayyyyy

2007-03-09T10:57:29Z

so i've been drinking a lot lately
its kind of fun
but i dont wanna turn into an alcoholic.
a lot of my friends are turning into those
and drug addicts

REMEMBER KIDS. IM NOT A DRUG ADDICT. IM A DRUG CHILD. [CHILD]
fuckers

anyway tomarrows a foam party
and it should be fun since im going
COMPLETELY FUCKING SHITFACED
tequillllaaaa
[ hopefully i wont make too big of an idiot of myself ]

so.
uhm
gayyyy

eh

2007-03-01T21:09:48Z

LIFE PLAN [by the princess]

im re-thinking my lifeplan
its a little fucked up right now
like..i have no plan
its just partypartyparty- sleep
wake up party again
srsly.
: ]]
duuude not that i dont like it
but fuck. i need to get my shit straight. and i will
once i figure out what that shit IS
being homeless is a bitch
cause i guess my parents are officially kicking me out
they want me to live by rules i cant live by
and i can take care of myself
but i need to be more carefull
or something bad could happen
i need to keep standing by my morals
and find more things that make me happy
or ill die

<333

life

2007-02-15T09:08:43Z

lifes weird
im always fucked up
im confused as to what my purpose is
and im obsessed with...
ashdkjsad
idk

dee de de

2007-01-31T14:52:04Z

DURKADURKA

im helluh like 50 different kinds of bored.
and...fuck. what. its like 7 in the morning and tomarrows gunna be like every other day.
TOO FUCKING BRIGHT
: ]
haha raver

Pokemon

2007-01-25T12:56:15Z

ahhh fuckers. me and flitter watched the entire 50 episodes of the first season of pokemon. in like 2 days. fuck, thats makes me seem really really really lame. but im NOT, why? POKEMON IS AWSOME.
i miss people. i miss going to seattle. but i cant go to the stage anymore. its gheyy.

OKAY HERES WHAT IM REALLY THINKING.
theres this thing that happened a few months ago between me and someone else and most of the older ravers know what im talking about and i cant seem to get over it i mean like i dont LIKE anyone iv given up on the person im talking about who hurt me but i cant seem to move the fuck ON you know...
: [[
a lot of guys like me i guess [cause they told me] but i dont liek any of them. i want a new guy to come into my life whos fucking better then that faggot and he can show me what real love is.
but that guy is taking a really long time showing up and im just getting more and more hopeless. maybe i should just give up and go be a nun. a kandikid nun. or go out with someone i dont liek.
fuck. i cant do that. its not my nature. either of those things.
HELP?!??!

I hate sitting

2007-01-18T08:34:36Z

PLUR everyone

ahhh so im pretty much sitting at a computer like i have been doing for almost two weeks now. iv hardely gotten off my ass, and i know that sounds appealing to a lot of you guys, but im seriously going crazy. the only thing keeping me from flipping out from lack of social contact is myspace, and thats just sad.
buuuuuut i am looking farward to a trip me and my friends are taking this weekend. and how in a week ill have enough money to buy a pair of Tripp pants, which i really need cause if you've seen me lately, iv been alternating like 4 skirts, and its snowing now, so uhm...pants time?

i miss a lot of people, and soon ill be back in the seattle area to play with them all. which is nice.